it's hard to read old posts, from before your time, that make you sad. all you can hope to think is, "well, i hope your life is better now, and how can i help to keep it so?"
i'd like to think i try my best.
betraybulous.
please don't be awkward please don't be awkward please don't be awkward please don't be awkward.
why don't people believe me when i say i have control over my own emotions?!
anyways, all the talks have been had, and hopefully it's blown over but i can't help thinking that things are still worried and different, which blows because there shouldn't be. i'll stop worrying about it until it becomes apparent.
in other news, james and amber will be leaving california no later than february 15th. i've planned to be as dramatic about this as possible.
also, i got asked out on a date this week. i'm hesitant. i don't like dating.
why don't people believe me when i say i have control over my own emotions?!
anyways, all the talks have been had, and hopefully it's blown over but i can't help thinking that things are still worried and different, which blows because there shouldn't be. i'll stop worrying about it until it becomes apparent.
in other news, james and amber will be leaving california no later than february 15th. i've planned to be as dramatic about this as possible.
also, i got asked out on a date this week. i'm hesitant. i don't like dating.
tour update #1.
i'm not actually on tour. i had to stay back while the band left yesterday because i had to go to the hospital for what turned out to be just really bad stomach flu.
so it's been two days, and i've thrown up everything i've eaten, but i can breathe through my nose and all i want to do is get better so i can meet up with my boys in santa barbara on wednesday and finish out the tour.
this whole situation has been ridiculously dilapidating and it makes me feel terrible because i've been looking forward to this for months. i just want to be well enough to play.
next update when i'm actually doing something worthwhile, and not stuck in bed, puking my brains out.
so it's been two days, and i've thrown up everything i've eaten, but i can breathe through my nose and all i want to do is get better so i can meet up with my boys in santa barbara on wednesday and finish out the tour.
this whole situation has been ridiculously dilapidating and it makes me feel terrible because i've been looking forward to this for months. i just want to be well enough to play.
next update when i'm actually doing something worthwhile, and not stuck in bed, puking my brains out.
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