betraybulous.

please don't be awkward please don't be awkward please don't be awkward please don't be awkward.

why don't people believe me when i say i have control over my own emotions?!
anyways, all the talks have been had, and hopefully it's blown over but i can't help thinking that things are still worried and different, which blows because there shouldn't be. i'll stop worrying about it until it becomes apparent.

in other news, james and amber will be leaving california no later than february 15th. i've planned to be as dramatic about this as possible.

also, i got asked out on a date this week. i'm hesitant. i don't like dating.